I have 'till Sepember to get as grown-up as possible,
I'm never going to make it, its an unacceptable deadline.
When I was 15, I thought I was getting over puberty,
Just because I was dating an older boy.
And I dated him for 2 years.
I admit I was happy, and it didn't had to end,
It was just me realizing, I'm to young.
15 years old, and deciding who you're goin to spend the rest of your life with?
All these relationship problems,....
And things got worse.
There was the break up on thuesday,
and friday that same week, I was crying, and begging my mom to let me stay at home.
I was bored and started to chat on a chatsite, and decided to have a blind date.
I went to Leuven to see this guy on saturday.
It seemed a perfect match, and for one week I was walking on air.
One week later we were on a date again...
But he's one of the "I never text" guys,
and out of the eye, out of the heart.
I don't see him as a potential partner anymore.
And he's way to cute for me.
Actually he's not to cute for me,.... but to cute to LOVE me.
So this weekend has been quite a mess, I wanted to go on a date with him again...
For some reason he's unavailable.
No problem actually, I don't miss him,... maybe a little,.... I miss him when I'm bored!
No big deal, I still have friends. Friends with friends that I haven't met!
Iona lives near St-Niklaas, so does a friend of her called Lenn.
he's my friend on facebook for months. And I added him because he's cute.
His age wasn't viewable, but I thought he's about 23 years old.
So Iona introduced me, and he and I got along very well.
We kissed, We hugged,.... we were talking about "sexy times" .
And then Iona tells me this guy, is 16 years older than me!
I still can't believe it!
And my ex,.... he's my plan B I suppose,...
This Lenn, is not a plan at all,... he's a bit to old.
Welcome to my relationshit!